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I screw up pretty big sometimes. And quite recently I screwed up pretty dang badly. I wish I hadn't started this. I feel so guilty. Any advice for teen guilt? I hate dumb drama. I blame myself. I hope I don't stop talking to this one friend completely. We used to be really close. Kinda sad we've grown up and forgotten stuff. Sappy I know. Being a teen, dare I say, sucks ass.

This odd feeling has been with me for the past few days. I'm not going into anything. Just had to let this out somewhere.

I really hate how awful I can be to someone when I want too. Confession is needed.